I don't get it sometimes. You sometimes think you are on cloud nine but then something changes or something happen. Then you find yourself trying to do everything on your own instead of letting God have the control. I feel like right now all I have done is but alot of heartache on alot of people that believed in me. It sucks to be the way I am right now

GOD PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah school is tough I gotta keep posting on this thing so many things to talk about but not enough time gotta go

Wutitdo people it's your truly back in again sitting in my business class typing this beautiful thing on my page. I know there is alot of you wanting updates on my wedding. Well last time I checked everything is running smoothly I'm going to talk to the limo driver and the dj on saturday. I can't wait this wedding is going to be the best party ever. But on a serious note please pray for me still things just got some news last week that shocked me, but I can't tell ya'll that because it's a surprise haha. But anyways life with me has been good business school is tough and I'm only in my first quarter. but I know i will do good so I'm not trippin (If I don't do good 23,000 dollars is going to be tough to pay back.)  I'm' still going to church when I'm not working and I'm still trying to stay involved with it as much as I can. Now I know some people that know are thing are you really trying to do all that you can for the church. The answer is yes but it's difficult somedays. Going to work going to school and on top of that I gotta take care of all the family issue before the wedding. I sometimes want to scream like aaaaaahhhhhh. But anyways I gotta go got some work to do. But I want ya'll to know whoever is reading this friends I have know for awhile or not. I'm doing fine everything is ok. So till the next time I post I'll see ya'll on the coast from seaside to salinas I say peace to you all and thank you.